Tom shares what it is like to have sex with his wife while experiencing hallucinations, voices, and delusions telling him that he is hurting her or being too rough with her. Imagine trying to make love to the woman you love knowing that the voices are constantly there telling you that you are hurting her or not good enough for her. Tom shares how he overcomes the voices with the help of his wife.This is a romantic love story between a guy with autism and schizophrenia and the woman he loves. Sometimes the hallucinations, voices, and delusions try to interfere with Tom and his wife making love but his wife is patient and kind. She is willing to help understand him and everything that he experiences. He tries to do the same for her.Tom talks about some of his fetishes and gives the reader tips on how to communicate with a loved one and speak verbally with one another so there are no miss understandings.Here is an excerpt from the book. "It is common for anyone to have fetishes. However, we live in a society that is afraid to talk about fetishes or sex so often people are unable to express themselves sexually and feel depressed because they are unable to express their needs and have them met by their sexual partners.I for example love to be in control and be dominant. I am not naturally dominate in my lifestyle but in the bedroom I love to try bondage and tie my wife up. My wife is very sexy naturally speaking but for some reason she becomes even more sexy and attractive when she is tied to the bed when we are making love."