"For the better part of my life I have been more interested in the why of life than the how. I noticed that there was something about myself that was able to change my environment in interesting ways. Although I never could understand what actually was going on, it was far more interesting than anything else I did. I never was able to gain any satisfaction from what life had to offer.There was always a part of me that wanted more than just the materials we collect along the way. I played along as long as I could, but there was very little motivation to continue. As I opted to delve deep into myself, I began to discover some things that I would lead me to a rather ominous discovery. The realms of consciousness are vast, and there are many levels, but there is an organization that guards these levels and they decide who gets to ascend." - XamThis is a true account of one persons struggle to understand his place in life. What began as an interesting phenomenon would begin to lead him down a path of introspection and self discovery. One unexpected discovery revealed the presence of ominous forces, large groups of beings that are engaged in various attacks to obstruct his attempts to ascend to a higher state of consciousness.This is a story about a struggle to fight these forces as they attempt to control the many different aspects of his life. As he begins to understand these forces, he discovers that they have been watching him for most of his life. This is a story of spiritual awakening that involves a group of individuals that revealed themselves to him on a journey through the void. As the patience of these people begins to wane, he discovers how determined they are in preventing him from leaving his current level of consciousness for the next.