I love my boyfriend. He's got everything a girl could want. He's sweet, he's sensitive, he's smart, he's strong, he's super hot, and he loves me. There's just one problem… He wants to tie me up.
We've been having trouble sexually for awhile now. At first, I thought he wasn't attracted to me anymore, especially the day I caught him masturbating right after failing to get an erection around me. Then he revealed why. It wasn't the other girls he wanted… it was the bondage.
I want to be the girl who can give him everything he needs, but I don't think I can give him that. You see I have a dark trauma around being tied up, and I don't want it tainting our relationship. He seems to really want it, but he doesn't want to force me. But if we don't fix our sex life, I know sooner or later it will be over between us.
Trigger Warning: This erotic short story diverges slightly from my usual brand of BDSM to convey a deeper love story about overcoming a sexual trauma while exploring bondage. If you think this might trigger you, please don't read on until you feel ready to do so. In a way, writing this story was cathartic for me, and helped me work through some of my own bad memories. Who knows? Maybe it can be cathartic for you too. Don't worry! The story has a happy ending, much like my life did. And much like, I believe, everyone's life can, with enough love and patience and tenderness and respect. Try to remember that, deep down, most people in this life are essentially good. This is a story about how one can find a healing power in trusting a loved one.
Disclaimer: This is an erotic short story. It contains adult themes and is intended for a mature audience. The story contains BDSM themes, including bondage, domination and submission. All characters in this story are over 18 years of age, and all sexual activity depicted herein is safe, enthusiastic and consensual.
Book Length: 8,800 Words
Keywords: Erotica, BDSM, Bondage, Alpha Male, Submissive Female, Gentle Lovemaking, Kissing, Fingering, Blow Job, Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex, Catharsis, M/f, HFN Ending