Felicia Brooks is looking back at her life. Starting with an intense, highly emotional love triangle. She shares with us, through her own words, of an amazing story of how she figures out that triangle and picks the man of her dreams. She soon learns of a big secret about her future husband, forcing her to make a decision regarding their life together. This huge secret opens a door to more secrets, which leads Felicia into a life of lies and turmoil. In her memories, very soon after her marriage, her life with her new husband becomes one distressing problem after another. Ranging from murders, rape, infidelity, and even a kidnapping, Felicia leans on those she loves the most to get through those trying times. She shares with us her memories of not only the bad moments, but throws in some amazing happy spells as well, woven in throughout the pages. As years progress, Felicia learns how to depend on herself and not just on her husband and family, and slowly becomes a strong, independent woman .